Brooke Davis and Lucas Scott... Brooke, first known as the quintessential party girl, crossed the path of the introverted Steinbeck reader Lucas...She's cheery, he's broody...they're the perfect balance... and here's where the tremendous whirlwind romance begins...

SIGN...

Sunday, December 11, 2005

i believe in SIGN!!!!

yeah i know My true love the letters are gonna appear!!!!!!! i feel it, i just know it!

dude i know they're so gonna be here in episode 309...

you know i'm crazy about that show, Everwood...crazy about the main couple Ephram and Amy...they are at everwood what BL is at OTH, that is to say the best couple...anyway in the episode returning from the hiatus, there's some *LETTERS*
that Ephram wrote Amy during the Summer, but never sent them....
does that ring any bell to you?
there's letters in everwood, the same week as the fabulous Brucas' I LOVE YOU ....i know that's a sign...

I BELIVE IN SIGN.....ewww i just sounded like a religious nun...blaaaah.....

I pledge my undying love for the LETTERS...i can feel them...

The worst day since Yesterday...

okay guys, i know, definitely long time no hear, i'm sorry i was busy...and lazy most of all hehehe...bad me BAD me...anyway here i am with an update....wow got like 2 episodes to comments and so much to say...we'll start with episode 308...yes, you saw my comment on the promo and well here's the episode...

so 1st of all i'd like to point out something:
can Sophia be more magnificent than she already is? hell yeah! She just proved it in that episode. When i think she reaches perfection, she succeeds to totally blow me away. I simply adore her. her tears, her voice, her eyes, every part of her was breaking my heart...i really felt for Brooke...

My heart broke for her in the Locker scene, actually it broke in every Brooke's scene but especially in that one. The emotion she was conveying at the very beginning, when she starts walking toward the locker...and god when she opened it, i felt my heart breaking with her...she totally is the Queen of Emotional scene.

I loved every scene she was in, as always, and i totally felt for her. i just wanted to hug her. how her voice was cracking in the Brooke/Peyton scene "i can't talk to him" (god so heartbreaking), her tears in the opening scene, her face when Lucas totally ignored her and went for rachel, every single scene!

I loved the Cake scene! it was so funny and sad too. and of course i adored it cause of the marvelous LETTERS dudes, they own my heart. that's another hint and proof that they're gonna reappear and that lucas will know about them and maybe even read them. they're mentioned so many times, they can't not reappear. god i love the letters...

the photoboard scene...*sigh* i loved it! MORE LETTERS makes Summer Happy! that scene is so meaningful, not only she was reading the letters and keeping them close to her heart *sigh* but it actually shows that she's ready to be with Lucas by throwing away the other pics... she finally realized that she's ready for them and their love. once again, so much emotions in a scene when she doesn't even speak a single word...


How cute and vulnerable she was when she wating for Lucas after the game. she finally found the strength to face him and him...god i was angry at him for ignoring her and going with Rac-HO slutface just to hurt her...

Lucas, Lucas, Lucas...i am torn about him. He's really hurt, we can see it in the whole episode. The red -well now very black- door was really a symbol of his love and pain. though i'm not okay with him painting it, i can even say that i hate him for doing it, i thought it was really emphasizing how hurt he really is. and i'm glad he is because it shows how much he truly loves her and cares about her...

him throwing the pills? 1st i thought about his increasing stupidity. because let's face it, sometimes the guy really is stupid. dude you can't play well and be the basket ball player of your dream if you're dead...and then i realised how sad and meaingingful that scene really is. well for me, it has a double meaning. Remember Brooke's feather? he put it in the box with his meds, emphasing the idea of Brooke being his heart. and him throwing the pills means that he not only gives up the pills for basket ball, but he gives up on brooke. His heart is with Brooke and right now his heart is sick.

And the letters are the panacea of his illness!!!!!! sorry i just had to say it! i know the letters will be here!one day! i have faith! i feel it.

I absolutely adore Brooke and Peyton scenes. i'm glad they bring them back. I loved how Peyton was really there for Brooke, and being her rock, supporting Brucas.

Brooke and Haley, not so much but i still love them, they rock. I adore Haley and Peyton being there for Brooke and trying to cheer her up!

side notes:
- ChrisASSHAT is a PIG (his comments about brooke, what he says to haley too.) and really needs to DIE
- i loved when Brooke stole Chris's cake and shoved him and slames the door..HA! too bad his nose didn't break
- i loved him being pushed by nathan
- i adore Peyton's slap
- i adore the ball throwing at his sickening face
- more Chris beating please it makes me so happy

next episode: "I love you"....damn i'm so gonna be crying, i know it!!!!! It's sooooooo gonna be emotional!!! i've been waiting for it for so long!!! since the goodbye kiss!!! i can't wait!!!!

BL IS LOVE

Die asshat!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Hey guys!

today wednesday, no new OTH episode, it sucks....but we did get a new promo! so it's all official, instead of waiting another week to get some fresh new episode, we're gonna get it next wednesday...episode 308...

anyway the promo is great, even tough the very beginning sucks (it showed what never happened plus a hideous thing that i won't talk about)...but other than that the promo rocks!

Watch this and enjoy!

the promo basically shows Peyton (yeah in the promo she rocks so she's not PeyTroll) slapping that ASSHAT, nathan pushing ASSHAT and throwing a BasketBall on his stupid ASSFACE! yay! so great! and that, my friends, is better than Novacaine!

Seriously how good i felt after seeing the promo (even though the beginning made me wanna puke)....

see! keep thinking happy thoughts! and dude, That is a damn good happy thought!

watching Chris being pushed, slapped, and more is soooooo enjoyable.

I so can't wait to see the new epi!

"I hate that guy" - Lucas

well Luke, i know the feeling! Lucas teams with Nathan to get ASSHAT down....BEST IDEA EVER!

You go Peyton!!! GO slap that ASSFACE all you want and you make me love you more!

Well i liked the promo, for some obvious reason (like relishing ASSHAT being beaten) but also cause, i see it like that anyway...well Lucas wanna beat the crap out of him for what never happened, Nathan because maybe something about Haley or for Luke, but even Peyton SLAP that creep so it might be because she knows ASSHAT, who really needs to DIE, tricked Brooke.

Anyway one thing to say: Peyton, Nate, Luke! You rock! GO BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF HIM!

So are you to me...

Monday, November 21, 2005

Hey guys! New update, new video!

Yeah I was feeling like making a video, I miss BL so much! I need to find some compensation of the lack of BL at the moment…plus they keep me having faith!

Let's spread the BL loving!

So I made a BL music video with the beautiful song “So are you to me” by Eastmountainsouth. You can watch here

There’s the BL awesomeness in it *sigh* they're so perfect...They are LOVE

...and well some Let’sKillAsshatAndSlutface glimpse too…it's kinda become my brand now…

Few minor details RachelWhore aka Pukey is also known by the sweet name of Slutface (thanks to Kel and Ally, my dudes, for the awesome names…you’re my inspiration, they fit so well!) and well Chris is still the ASSHAT and well hell THEY STILL NEED TO DIE...things like that never change...

Anyway guys just remember Brucas is Destiny and…


“Remember Tonight for it is the Beginning Of Always…”
- Brooke and Lucas Forever -
PS: still on novacaine...

There's my only One Tree Hill...

Friday, November 18, 2005

Okay guys, Here’s my One Tree Hill for the next episodes.

Lucas is hurt. Brooke’s hurt. They’re hurt.
Lucas is sad. Brooke is sad. They’re sad.
Lucas cries. Brooke cries. They cry.
Lucas is a bitch to Brooke. Brooke’s sadder.
Brooke’s kicked off the squad. Poor thing she’s more sadder.
Peyton, supposedly Best Friend, is sad because Brooke’s sad.
Haley, roommate who thinks Peyton’s a troll, is sad because Brooke’s sad.
Peyton and Haley (who still thinks Peyton’s a troll) decide to stop being sad because Brooke’s sad and go help Brooke stopping being sad.
So Peyton, who’s a troll by the way, goes to talk to Lucas.
He says he’s sad and hurt. He cries.
She says he has to forgive Brooke, who is sad by the way. She forgave them for the season 1 fiasco that doesn’t exist in my universe.
He says he’s still sad and hurt. He cries.
Peyton failed. She sucks. She’s useless.
Peyton goes to see Haley, who’s not a troll by the way, and tell her that she failed, that she’s useless.
Brooke’s still sad
Haley steals Brooke’s marvelous letters. Brooke doesn’t know, she’s sad.
Haley goes to see hurt, sad, crying Lucas.
Lucas is hurt, sad and cries.
Then Haley shows the marvelous letters to Lucas.
Lucas reads them.
Lucas cries.
Brooke’s still sad.
Lucas arrives and sees Brooke’s sad.
Lucas talks about the marvelous letters.
Brooke cries. Lucas cries. I cry.
They talk. Emotional scene.
She cries harder. He cries harder. I cry even harder
They get exclusive.
Brooke’s happy. Lucas’s happy. I’m even happier
They love each other. *then major pash and hanky panky*
They’re happy. They marry, have child, and make me happy.
And all of that before Christmas episode.

End.


Oh yeah few minor details: Pukey was whoring on the street, being picked up by ASSHAT because he wanted a whore. Pukey gets in the ASSHAT’s car. They’re hit by 3 bus. They died. I’m happy.

The end never happened

well well well i finally got the strength to come and comment seriously on the episode. well step by step...

* the dream sequence: awesome i laughed like there was no end...it was light hearted and funny...plus we get to see BL greatness, even though it wasn't real we could appreciate the thing...they're so sweet and so perfect *sigh* i love them...
side note: my fav part of the dream other than brucas was brooke and haley "I dreamt that lucas was in bed with chris keller"..."um it's pretty bad" so :lmao: and so true...then the "so you wanna make out" "yeah ok sure"...poor nathan he's a guy...

*draft result scene: well i loved the "peyton is a troll" you go hales!
Anyway back to topic...as soon as i see Pukey’s face or Pukey's anything I want to :puke: on her. And don't even talk about her oh so annoying voice.
Anyway just another way to mess things with brucas by accepting the dates thing. way to go as soon as she appears on screen i want to beat her to death...and it's only the 4th minute of the show...great. she needs to die
brooke pissed cause she knows rachel will go do her slutty lap dance to lucas and lucas pissed "at least somebody wanted me" ...i loved brooke's reaction when he left, except i was screaming at her "GO GET HIM!" but for some reasons she didn't hear me...

*Pukey/////lucas scene in his bedroom:
- 1st of all how the hell does she know where he lives? What the hell? she needs to die
- 2nd he's got a new bedroom, haven't noticed before all the decoration and stuff like that, the rivercourt scene with the hoops painted, the car things on his wall, i like the blue theme, the shelves with the photos (i'm hoping there's one of Brooke, it would be my dream)
- 3nd i did notice all of that fashion decoration because I WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION to Pukey and what she said, i don't care i try to ignore her or else i'll throw my keyboard on the screen...anyway she stinks the "plot with the keller" so bad. She needs to Die

*getting ready for the date thing scene: great scene brooke/haley. i really love them this season. but then chris arrives with his disgusting joke "my date's already dressed for bed. looks like someone's a little horny for some chris keller"...sorry i was busy throwing up, chrisASSHAT! he's a CREEP. he needs to DIE
brooke doesn't wanna go to the date. that's my brooke! funny! i loved how she was trying to throw the kellerASSHAT out...damn haley forcing her to go on this stupid date (even though i'm glad brooke helps haley but that was not a good idea hales. damn you!) and damn rachel spying on her! *cough*plot with the keller*cough* she really needs to die

*the mall:
- i love how they keep referring to brucas when it comes to naley...naley = true love well brucas = true love as well. See my reasoning? no? never mind i get myself that's what counts. :)
side note: chris the keller stealing the fountain's change? funny but he's a CREEP. He needs to DIE
- 1st BL happiness! :heart: THE LETTERS :heart: ! well we know nothing more about what's in them but HALEY KNOWS THE LETTERS! that's great! see there = hint hint. And glimpse of awesome BL...i can't wait!!! GO THE LETTERS! i love that haley knows...Brooke’s reaction's cool! she's like upset that somebody knows about them... The letters needs to reappear.
side note: i love how brooke reacted when she discovered her fashion deisgn she was so cute, i love brooke. Chris the kellerASSHAT behind her and sneaking his arm on her? CREEP. GET OUT! HE REALLY NEEDS TO DIE

*Pukey/////lucas rivercourt: ok if somebody would have told me that i was gonna sort of kinda like a scene with those 2 together, I’d have thrown you stones and stab your eyes. but here's the thing i liked it. still wanna hit rachel till the end of time when she talks or the very fact that i see her...anyway everybody knows why i like the scene "She's the one. She just is. I feel it" and even Pukey can't screwed this up. but i still hate her. each time she opens her mouth i wanna stick a rubbish in it so that she'd shut up.

- destiny shot? YAY! They are destined to be together! It’s written in the stars (well in the hoop) it’s fate! woot woot. i already knew that but it's awesome to see it proven!
Side note: Pukey’s dance? I laughed. Come on. Even piggy on MSN dances better than that stupid slut that needs to die.

- in Pukey's car: all i wanted to do is crash her head on the wheel to make her stop talking....nothing new though but still *cough*plot with the ASSHAT*cough* THEY NEED TO DIE....anyway...
Pukey: "maybe you've not met the one"
Lucas: "but i have...and she's in that apartment"

*Brooke = "Lucas is the one for me" *sigh* i love it

And the episode ended here.

Brooke is the one for him, Lucas is the one for him. They’re destiny. They’re meant to be. They are love.

that's all I’ll keep telling myself...

And the award of the one who really needs to die is....Chris The KellerASSHAT.
Sorry Pukey...but you'll do better next time, i know you can.

Marvelous Letters

Thursday, November 17, 2005


Guys, happy mood, happy thoughts. Let’s talk about my True Love Forever, that is to say the LETTERS.

Favorite scene of episode 303, one of my fav Brucas of all time too. Ok, Brooke and Lucas re not even in the same room or whatever but I think it has so much depth (yeah I know I like this word…but hey DEPTH is BL). This scene is actually the 1st time we get to see the REAL Brooke since the day she walked away after the marvelous Goodbye kiss scene (*sigh*). So much emotion, so much depth, so much feeling in a scene when Brooke didn’t speak a word. That scene was just perfectly perfect and needed. It made the episode for me. And I don’t say that because of my unconditional love and adoration for Brooke. Well maybe it has a little something to do with it but not completely. Anyway, wonderful Brucas scene, I second that once more. I’m just in love with the letters. Now I’m just dying to see them reappear and make me the happiest BL fan walking on earth.

Sophia’s acting was just perfect, she shines in those kind of scene, well she shines everywhere. For those who has no clue on what the letters are, let me say 1 – Boooooo *shame on you* and 2 – well we learn that Brooke keeps a box full of *Love* letters for Lucas that she’s never sent and keeps writing him.

There are actually plenty of letters, which means that she’s been writing him for a long time during the summer and well maybe since season 1 or something. Which also means that we won't get the chance to know what's in each of them...but I’ll be more than happy if we know about one…

Those letters are so hopeful. I love the letters, I love the very idea of the letters. What they mean, what they contain.

Those letters are her heart, her secret garden. It’s all those unspoken feelings that she can't confess to him or to anyone.

I think she basically says in them that she's not ready yet, that she really wants to be with him and loves him but needs to trust him completely before making any commitment to him. She built a shell after giving her heart to him, then being crushed into pieces and also by creating this non-exclusive scenario. She needs time to rip that shell apart. And it does take time. She doesn’t want to get hurt again. I think she wrote that he’s the only one who made her feel alive and made her believe that she can have love too, not just sex, but love. But he’s also the only who literally broke her heart. She was broken and part of her still is even though she’s forgiven him.
She’s grown more in love with him as they spent some quality time together and became friends and now knowing that he feels the same way about her makes her realize that even though she’s still hurting about their past, she can pass through it. He means so much to her and that’s what she’s also scared about. Needing and loving a person so much is new to her. He broke her protecting-shield but also broke her heart.

Love heals everything…LOVE TAKES TIME…As soon as she realize that she’s more hurting by pushing him away than letting him in again, with the risk of getting hurt again, she’ll be ready to commit to him.
With the brief reappearance of the letters in the last episode, it definitely hints for some better days. It’s just a glimpse of what’s going to happen. I know it. I can feel it.

Well I gotta admit that in a dark time of my Brucas depression, I was obsessing over the letters, kept watching over and over and over the 40 seconds scene. But one day, few weeks ago, my obsession and addiction took a new turning point and I downloaded the song playing in the background. Calls “Always Love” by Nada Surf. Such a great song. Well no need to say that I kept listening to it over and over and over again…

To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love… Hate will get you every time
Always love… Don’t wait till the finish line

Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even when you then cross it out
But Always Love… Hate will get you every time
Always Love… Even when you wanna find

Self-directed lives
I want to know what it’d be like to
Aim so high above
Any card that you've been dealt, you...
Always Love… Hate will get you every time
Always Love… Hate will get you…

And I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.You said…
Hey, you could once.
Hey, you could once.

To make a mountain of your lifeIs just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love…hate will get you every time
Always love…hate will get you…

I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairsYou said..
Hey, you could once
Hey, you could once
Hey, you could once

Denial Train All Aboard

Denial/Novacaine World is a lot of fun. Denial is my Wonderland. DenialWorld, next to WorldInTears, MiseryAndDepressionIsland and right after Let'sKillAssHat&PukeyCountry.

Denial is good...
Novacaine is gooder!!!!!

Come on join us. Let's be happy!

I know you guys might still be lost about what i'm denying if you haven't seen the epi 307. But hey i won't talk about it since it never happened anyway.

it's a lie. it's a lie. it's a lie. a LIE. a LIE.

Trust me all you guys need to know is that BL is Destiny. BL is Love.

Novacaine is my Life

Okay guys...I decided to live on Drug to numb the BL heartache that burns inside of me. I could've chosen Prozac or other crap. But now we're the Novacainers.

Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
Its like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing

So give me Novacaine

Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, that's alright
Jimmy says it's better than air,
I'll tell you why

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,

So give me Novacaine
Oh Novacaine

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming
Give me a kiss goodnight and everything will be alright,
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing,

So give me Novacaine

song by Green day... listen here

It just fits so well with how i feel right now. Life on drugs 's great! Let's be Happy.

*it never happened*

By the way we all know who the "demons" are. In other words, ASSHAT and Pukey can burn in hell...

Let's be happy!

PS: Wake me up when the letters will appear and BL become exclusive

In my universe...

Let's get few things straight now. In my universe...

Peyton = out. she sucks and is boring and useless. she doesn't exist to me. Season 1 fiasco never happened either. oh and yeah Peyton is a troll. *thanks haley for mention it out loud*

Rachel = needs to die. i call her Pukey so now you know. she makes me physically sick...makes me wanna puke hence the nickname.

Chris = ASSHAT. That creep needs to die too. bastard.

some romanticism in this crappy life by Alex and me:

She smells like pork, they're just dork
She smells like dirt she's just a slut
She musts die now, she's just a cow
She's not pretty, she's just a piggy
This was written before seen episode 307. But now ChrisASSHAT can be included. They're just "Things". Crappy Things for that matter. They live in the same rubbish and deserve nothing more than being beaten to death by the Troll
Oh by the way, in my world, peyton doesn't exist, rachel doesn't exist she never happened, and chris died right before entering Brooke's life...

"Let me deny" song by Summer

oh god someone posted this hideous cap. i wanna stab my eyes. my heart skipped a beat and not in a good way. seriously the cap freaks me out. ASSHAT looks evil and...god i don't wanna talk about that, my heart can't bear it right now...HE NEEDS TO DIE....

anyway i've been reading what people posted the whole night but never commented on it. i have seen few clips of it but not the BL one. i was being telling what happened in the episode and god i thought i was gonna cry my eyes out to sleep because my BL heart is now broken and bleeding right before gouging my eyes for what happened in the end.

i didn't wanna believe it but i knew something like *that* would happen. i knew it. that's why i was dreading the episode. and when i heard about the destiny thing, the "she's the one for me" and worse the "he's the one for me" and oh god my true love the letters, i knew it didn't bode well. of course as a die hard BL addicted lover i was more than happy hearing that and all of that cute and heartfelt moments but i just knew it.
BL can't be happy or together for that matter. it's like against the rule. if you're too happy something BAD will happen in the end of the episode. or if the episode is crap the end would be cool.

as for *that* (and that's how i'm gonna name what happened in the last minute from now on), i convinced myself that brooke was wasted like never before, didn't know what was going on, didn't know about the keller (or should i say the killer, since he kills our BL heart but let's just stick to the ASSHAT) and had absolutely NO clue about everything.

i convinced myself that chris and rachel (and oh god it's hard to mention them by their actual name due to the non-bashing-whatsoever rule) plotted everything together since they have no life and enjoy breaking 2 persons up, who, obviously, deeply and truly loves each other.

all of that keeps me from falling apart. anyway, i've been trying to be strong and keep thinking about happy thoughts. i'm focusing about next episode and trying to ignore what happened. i hope, no, i know in my BL heart, that the better days are to come. i am having faith.

Because people who are meant together always find their way in the end. Because it's destiny. Because they are meant to be. Because they are brooke and lucas. Because they are LOVE.

So pretty



They're so pretty, so sweet and so perfect...

"She's the one...she just is"

"He's the one for me"

we know they're each other's one and they're meant to be...

It's destiny...

keep thinking happy thoughts while this rough path...it keeps me from mourning and falling apart...

Earlier my BL heart was bleeding and broken but now i'm in DENIALWORLD and am happy with it.

The goodbye kiss

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Okay guys, i feel seriously deprived of BL Loving so i feel like talking about my favorite scene of all time: The Goodbye kiss.

This scene is perfection to me. So heartbreaking. Intense. Powerful.
In one word: Emotional.
I’m in love with that scene. The hug they share, the kiss, the words they speak. It totally broke my heart. It still does. There's so much intensity and emotion in that scene. it's just breathtaking.



Brooke: So I guess this is goodbye?
[Lucas doesn’t answer. He holds out his arm and Brooke stands, hugging him. Her smile turns sad. They linger the embrace and finally he lets go and she steps back, smiling sadly. There’s a beat before Lucas pulls her forward and kisses her. They break apart and Brooke stares at him, open mouthed and disbelieving.]

Brooke: Tell me that was a goodbye kiss.
Lucas: I wanna be with you, Brooke.
Brooke [takes a step back]: What?
Lucas: I’m sorry. I know we’re friends… it’s just how I feel.
Brooke [Tears in her eyes]: What about Peyton’s stuff?


Lucas: I keep that stuff as a reminder of how badly I screwed up things. With you. To remind myself, if I ever get a second chance, I’d never let you go again.

Brooke [stunned and speechless]: I don’t know what to say. (Pause) I, um,…
[The taxi horns]



[Lucas is desperate for an answer. More tears gather in Brooke’s eyes and she nods.)
Brooke [whispering] I gotta go.
(She walks past him slowly.]
Lucas [Turning] Brooke? (She turns.) You think… you could ever-
Brooke: Lucas...I’m sorry. I- I gotta go.
[She opens the door.]
Brooke [Despairingly]: Bye


[She walks out.]

Lucas [To himself, sadly]: Have a nice summer, Brooke.

That scene is *sigh* I don’t even know how to describe it or how much I love it, it’s just way beyond words. That scene has so much depth, more than any scene in the whole show. We get to see the real Brooke, not just the feisty girl, but the heartbroken girl who’s still in love with the only guy she fell for. And Lucas finally find the strength to admit his feelings to her.

Brooke’s struggling about her feelings for Lucas and the pain she feels about the whole Peyton scenario. She persuaded herself that he likes Peyton (*puke*) and is still blinded by her pain. So she built this protecting-shield which prevents her from being openly hurt but she falls apart as soon as she’s in his arms. She has to leave but doesn’t want to and no matter how hard she tries to, she can’t fight her true feeling for him.

As for him, he thinks he doesn’t deserve her since he hurt her and spent months and months hiding his true feelings for her. They’ve become friends and he has grown more and more in love with her as the time flew. The whole second season leads to the climax of the confession of his feelings. He’s scared of losing her by pouring his love out to her but sees her slipping away and gives in. He didn’t predict on telling her but, like her, having her in his arms makes him fall apart, and let his emotions speak for him.

She waited for him to say those words, convinced that he won’t, and when he finally says it, she’s just overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by what she feels, by what he feels.

This scene is the perfect example of why I love brucas so much. There’s so much feelings, emotions, depth and intensity.

Welcome to The Ultimate Brucas Blog

Sunday, November 06, 2005


Hey guys! so here's my BL LJ....it's just a way to share and spread the BL Love...

First of all i'd like to thank the bestest friend that i'll love forever because she's done so much for me Buffyann...so my first post will be dedicated to you my friend!
She got the idea, i got the Brucas devotion and addiction so here we are now...

Brucas is actually the name for the amazing One Tree Hill couple

Brooke Davis and Lucas Scott